When you spend time in prayer and pondering who and what you are supposed to be while here on this earth, you think of many things that may need to be changed in your life. Some changes are small and very easy to do. But some are bigger changes and make that change is going to be tough. We know that it is not easy to make changes. And our minds at times will question why we have to do them. There is a constant struggle within us to make them happen.
And I realize that I have to be the best person I can be to everyone I meet. I have to understand that in God eyes I am who he made. Do I have faults? Yes! Do I try to make things better? Yes! Do I always win? No! Do I stumble at times? Yes! Do I get up and try again? Yes! I will keep going and doing the best that I can while He allows me to live however many days I have left here.
For now I must trust His every word He has allowed me to hear and read! I know that He understand who I am and what I have been through. I will still follow the man with the nail scars in His hands!
God Bless
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